Thank you hubby!!!

Supper as promised!!!!! Butter garlic prawns for my dear hubby who is coming home after his business trip! His absence only makes me appreciate his active involvement at home, teaching the kids 听写, helping me with the chores....Ferrying Val to school early in the morning...... This is my small way to thank him for being there for our family!! 

Happy blessed birthday my dearest daddy!

Heavy heart.....

Oh lord why .... I need your Power to get though , pls be the center of it all! I want to live a happy victorious life! 

New Living Translation
May God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ give you grace and peace.

Ephesians 1:2

 For he will command his angels concerning you to guard you in all your ways; (Derek - way, path, road , journey) 

Motherhood is so tough .....

I feel so tired esp when I dun get help. I'm Very exhausted with three wanting attention all the time. I feel very envious over mummies who have parents or in laws helping. Then they accused me for not letting go... and arguing that I'm guarding my time with my family.  I can't put my children anywhere by themselves so that I can have my coffee break or spa!  Tell me how to do it when u can't force people like your parents or in laws , the ones closest to you to help. It is not their obligation. And I have no right to do that ......

 It was only my dear babysitter,  who came along that Yc n I could be alone for three hours fortnightly....  Nobody knows my sheer exhaustion, my pain, my worries, but only our dear Lord. So I get so discouraged ... Lately when I can't help ven to put on weight.  I thought I fought a good fight the past 7 years.... Now this battle is defeating me...lord, rise up within me! 

A heart full of thanksgiving!!!

No words can fully express my heartfelt thanks for my babysitter's beautiful family! They were so willing to take our kids so that my hubby and I could have a wonderful short getaway for our 15th year anniversary! Though there were hiccups along the way( as usual), I feel very refreshed and thankful for the short 'only us' time, just sheer enjoying eating n sharing!

About 4 years ago, I was so overwhelmed taking care of three young rambunctious kids all under 6!   I prayed for a babysitter. I listed my criteria to Him, she must be young, upbeat, responsible, adore children, and most importantly godly. After the long list, I was SO discouraged and I forgot about this prayer. Then one fine day, ven's ex-childcare teacher managed to find us through this 'nobody reads' blog!!!

She was like the specially assigned angel dropped down from heaven , so ready for this babysitter tasks!!!  She come faithfully and enthusiastically even after her first year! We are so impressed with her long commitment! Not only she comes, her parents will offer us food, and yummy pastries! I always boast what is the probability of getting such an awesome babysitter, not one but the whole supportive family! Thank God for knowing this wonderful family and may this friendship continue to blossom!!! Thank you lord for being so Real!! Bless this family abundantly and open the floodgate of blessings, favor and love for them!! Amen!

The seventh year is here for my children!

Thank u that my children will fulfill your destiny!!

They are the head , not the tail!!!

I declare my children will be strong and will not run with the wrong crowd. I declare they will love you with all their hearts, blessing others with your gifts! 

Thank you for your divine healing,  breakthroughs , every limitation is broken and the floodgate of blessings is opened for our family! Thank you that by your strips, every one in our family is healed in the name of Jesus! 

Blessings will chase us down and no weapon form against us will prosper!

Blissful blessed 15th year anniversary!

Though this was such a short ...hmm 2D 2N trip and hubby fell ill on the second day... I was overwhelmed with thanksgiving. I'm very thankful for a short getaway to refresh, rejuvenate as well as renew my strength. It may seem very disappointing cos I was spending precious half of the trip all by myself, while hubby was recuperating from his fluctuating fever. But I enjoyed the solitude , the time with God and the quietness.  Most importantly, this trip was made possible bec a beautiful family was willing to sacrifice their weekend to babysit our dear children so that we could celebrate our anniversary. I'm so awed by their love for our family! This is what I called grace..

My typical weekday

Homework n revision in the morning with number 2.

Getting ready for school.....

Fetch Val and coach Val in the afternoon

Then cook for the royal family with love

Fetch number three and wait for number two to finish school 

Fetch my boss.....

Be strong in The Lord and in the power of His might!!

Lord, I can't do this parenting myself and to keep this marriage flourish with my own effort. I'm helpless and I need more of you and less of me. I want to rest in your strength and see your power manifest in my life. I have lost my temper too many times, you have seen my lowest, falling onto my knees. Lord, please take over. I choose to let go my pain, disappointments, hurts, anger, vulnerability unto your hands! I want to overlook all wrongs , hurts and disappointments .  Lord, you will arrange a comeback for every setback, and vindication for every wrong, a new beginning for every disappointment. Teach me to focus what truly matters.  I really need divine help!!! 

Thank you!!! Amen !

I choose to overlook disappointments, hurts n pains!

'Disappointments are for a season, but relationships are for a lifetime. Don't get stuck in disappointment; instead set focus on what matters most." 

Victoria Osteen 

Lord, I choose to give up my 'rights' to be angry and let go my burden, my pain, my disappointment , my care so that I can be whole, healed, joyful, positive and be at peace!  I see only my glaring flaws, my weaknesses . Only you can change me , change my heart oh Lord! 

I love you because......

Bonding time: laughing and making jelly together !