Cheeky Venecia turned TWO!

My dearest Venecia is very special to me because God has graciously given me this beautiful girl. God has answered my sobbings when I miscarriaged twice in Shanghai. I prayed, in fact begged God in my pool of tears to give me another Child. I weeped and literally fell onto my knees when I couldn't contain that immense pain in me. I believed God heard me then....cos I felt so peaceful after leaving my pain and questions with Him. I knew I can't ask why, but trust that He knows what is the best for me.Thank God that I conceived Venecia three months after my last miscarriage and but was swept with this irrational fear of losing her. I was paranoid, scared and uptight.... somehow, that unfounded fear came back again when she had fluctuating high fever during her HFMD episode. She is already so small in built that she looked absolutely pitiful when she was so sick. I was afraid of losing this girl......

This event reminds me that I need to treasure every moment with her, even her whinnings. I know time flies so quickly that I will miss these times. Now she has turned two and somehow I feel these two years just had flown in just one blink. NOW, my dear mei mei is back to her usual cheeky self.... she will suddenly screamed "STOP" at me when I'm nagging at her. I can't hide my laughter even when she challenegd me. I learned to laugh more than to be angry over the little inevitable irritations of nurturing this cheeky peanut.