I'm actually very weary and physically drained after so many espisodes of fighting Venecia's cold bugs and enduring interrupted sleep due to her night terrors...... Venecia's sinusitis is not getting any better. She just finished her 10th course of antibotic today and NOW she is down with runny nose and teary eye again. She had high fever of 39.4 degree during her last bout of cold. I guess this is her last straw and she probably needs a surgery to drain the mucus out so that her sinusitis vicious cycle will be "eradicated" completely
My greatest worry is she is so petite and going through a GA has some risks. I'm afraid....... maybe I had miscarrages and letting her to go thru' this minor surgery scares me a GREAT deal. She has been so traumatised lately with all the medical procedures, MRI and nasal endoscopies..... to see this tiny body struggles and hear her wailing break my heart so much. YET this helpless mummy can't do anything to alleviate her immense fear and pain. Somehow I can't hold it anymore.... I'm not that strong mentally to support her...... please pray for my girl.
I know my GOD will carry me thru this ordeal.
"Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance." (1 Corinthians 13:7 NLT) Love NEVER gives up
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