Ven, we can do it!!!

My precious princess, hope these handmade math manipulatives will help u to understand the concepts better! Remember we have come so far, and you can DO it! We may be slower but we will reach there sweetie!!!! As long as we DO our Personal BEST, that is an achievement! Don't give up and mummy will run this race together with u victoriously!!! I ❤️ u baby!

Number sense

Spent the whole night doing this handmade magnetic manipulatives for her. Hope this WAY will finally 'enlightened' her and strengthen her number sense! Now her math revision is more 'hands on'!

Share my joy!

Share my JOY!!!!!  She scored 86!!!  Just one day before her math exams, it was confirmed by the Psychologist that she has dyscalculia, a learning disability for math. I was devastated , so discouraged, so helpless. 

But thank God that all her hard work for this one whole year pays off!!! She has been very diligent and this results really encouraged her so much!!! I can see a sparkle in her eyes!!! Praise the Lord!!!!!

Reign over stress

So many times I just lose it, the whining, the complaining and poor attitude usually trigger my button. It brews a very toxic mixture inside me and suddenly it will just explode on an autopilot frantic reaction: ugly yelling, regrettable words that stab and escalating anger stares . 

Then I will be so overwhelmed with guilt and sadness after each episode and feel extremely defeated.  I will be very angry with myself for losing it again as I thought I promise myself each day, I will have better self control and patience.... 

So today, I'm frighten to start afresh, and praying fervently  that the short half time break will jump start and put me on another fresh new page. I hate that vicious cycle. I want to start with the positive and affirming footing. Lord, only u can help me to be kind and mirror the right attitude and peace in this chaotic world of pressure. I trust that I will be led by the spirit and be changed divinely.  Pray for me! 🙏🏻

Love one another !

U kiddos do grow up very fast!! Mummy is super thankful and grateful for all the core memories we have intentionally created over the years. Hope those heartfelt touching memories will remind all of you our beautiful yet imperfect family. We do fight, but we will make it up all the time! Please Dun ever let small insignificant matter break this fragile yet strong bond that we try so hard to build over the years!

My dear awesome babies, my life is so rich because of your presence! I will never ever exchange u guys for anything in this world! I LOVE all of u so much! ❤️❤️❤️ Continue to love and be there for one another!!! Seek God first and all these things shall be added onto u!

Gentle and quiet spirit

Yes I may have more wrinkles, more pigmentations, more eye bags , more pimples , but I still love this pic that has no makeup. I'm seeking for a deeper beauty, a stillness and strength that can overcome and triumph, the joy that bubbles despite of circumstances, the glow that radiates from within. Lord, I know it comes from u!  Grant me this gentle and quiet spirit.

Relax lah